Category: notes


  • of intervals, a pause so small as to go unregistered by any instrument of time, so evanescent it slips through the hands of history, the yearning appears. Not a yearning for anything that can be owned, eaten, touched, or even named; not a hunger that can be sated by any act of consumption or communion,…

  • and categorized, for objects that have edges, shadows, reflections; Presence is before all of that, and after as well… © KD.W.Heim

  • but the mind does so anyway, racing through metaphors, similes and failed analogies, hoping that somewhere in the act of speaking, it itself might briefly become manageable; it never does… © KD.W.Heim

  • that bridges the moment right before words become possible and the instant immediately after memory is lost… © KD.W.Heim

  • stories become more complicated and rituals more elaborate to disguise it; presence remains uncorrupted, unmanipulated… © KD.W.Heim

  • have escaped it; the foundation of truth, the only residue that remains when all else has been stripped away, shared by all but owned by none… © KD.W.Heim

  • older than the memory of fire. It is the original debt, the primeval wound, the first and final inheritance. But it is also new, always new because it is here each time a human being wakes and remembers what they have lost, what they have to lose, what they never wanted in the first place.…

  • between one obligation and the next, one feels it: an ache for silence, a craving to fall in a stillness so perfect it will be amplified to thunder; plunging into the silence, swimming in it, emerging cleansed, but the longing curdles as quickly as it arrives. What remains in a day assembled almost entirely from…

  • fills with memory, fear, and hope; the mind, disengaged from itself, restores what it believes to be the necessities of the day… © KD.W.Heim

  • its true nature in the static of the everyday, the noise of the unremarkable. Yet, the one who insists on looking beyond what is merely apparent, finds the meaningfulness of absence, the power of what is unsaid…. © KD.W.Heim